“Now it’s time to sing mandalas..”

The singing began.. She held my hand and looked me straight in the eyes. Her face was very close to mine at this point. And then..

“This information will come very fast and you have to be very aware..”

Then came the whole body rush.. so intense.

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So.. hearing mandalas..? Word mix-up? Senses mix-up? What was I really doing in this.. event? Did I receive information? or was it taken from me? Past, future or present?

There’s a wooden structure in front of me.. some kind of unfinished big wooden support. I’m curious about it, not sure why. I can’t tell what it’s for.. but I ask about it and get a silent response; something like: “It’s a stand.. for that thing on your left.” I’ll get back to the thing on my left, but before I do I should clarify something about this response. It was not a voice.. I couldn’t see anyone around me, nor could I hear anything.. I just seemed to get the answer in my head.

I look to my left, and resting on the wall there is a big mirror-like surface. I say mirror-like because it does look like a mirror.. and yet.. there’s something about it.. something missing. Everything tells me it’s a mirror, but there is no reflection on it. I can’t see anything from this room reflected on it’s surface. Instead, I see some shades of grey, nothing moving, and no specific shapes forming on it; just a still, non-reflective mirror.

I ask what this mirror is for, and again, I get the answer.. but this time, I see an image in my head. It’s as if i were being infused with information, exactly in the way I need it in order to understand it. I’m going to try to explain what I saw, this answer I got, and what i felt it meant, the best way I can.

In my head, and in a matter of seconds, I saw a man standing in front of this mirror, his life leaving his body, his body falling on the floor, and a few seconds later, his life coming back. To me, this meant, and felt it meant, the following: When you look into this mirror, your inner self travels from your body to someplace else (this place wasn’t shown to me), only to return unharmed (not necessarily unchanged).

After this was explained, I was ready to confront this mirror. As I walked towards it, not looking at it, I felt consciousness coming to my real body (as in, the body that lay in bed that night).. I felt my real self thinking “Ok, when I look into this mirror, my inner self will travel somewhere.. I will not be harmed.. I will see a silver cord that will guide me back..”

.. and yet, I felt scared.

I was now in front of the mirror.. still not looking at it. I was ready; it was now a matter of choice. And so I chose to look. And this is what happened:

I felt my whole body fill with energy. Exactly the same thing I felt here. But this time I “knew” what had to happen next. I felt the same implosion.. my breath leaving my body.. I even visualized an image of me coming out of me (which might have been me telling myself that this is what it should look like, or not..). But I was still scared.. so scared..

.. and so, I woke up.

Maybe I was not yet prepared.

I kept on gazing, not looking for something, just contemplating; and, that which happens everytime you gaze into the sky long enough happened: I started seeing more and more stars. The sky was now full of them, everywhere you looked.

And it was then when it started to happen.

A shape, seemingly a constellation, started to form slowly. Nothing had noticeably changed, I could just simply discern it clearly now. It looked something like a representation of an arrow, or house: sort of rectangular below, and something like a triangle on top. I started to feel the stars moving, strafing past my field of view to the right and other stars coming into it from the left. Everything was clear.

This first constellation was moving to my right, and others kept appearing beside it. I could effortlessly see every constellation passing by now. One after the other they kept appearing.. and moving faster. It was like they were all connected in a circle, of which i could only see a small part, but as it kept turning it revealed each part to me.

And in the center of this circle something began to form. It looked like the sun, or a representation of it. A source of light. Bright light.. forming the shape of what seemed like a snowflake. And it started falling; falling down to me. And as it kept getting nearer, all the constellations still swirving by, I could feel energy filling every inch of my body. It kept coming closer and closer, until..

This all happened in a split second.. It came so close.. and then it fell into me. Filled me. Like energy, just clashing into my whole body. An implosion. And in that same instant, i felt every breath in me leave my body; i heard it, like a deep gasp coming from me. And not half a second later I saw a figure that had been covered from view by this Sun.. it looked human, coming right behind the sun, his back to me with his arms open, like falling into me as well. I felt it dive into me with the greatest force I have ever felt. Another implosion.. but this time bigger, more real, more complete. It shook me. Bounced me in my bed. But everything stayed inside me.

I felt it in my whole body. My skin was bare, electrified, as if i were emiting energy. My whole body chilled, with no trace of cold. Shivering, but not trembling. And in that same second, I gained consciousness.

I was overwhelmed. I just laid there for a few seconds without thinking, just feeling this inside me. My right hand was resting on my chest, above my heart; the other one under my leg. I didn’t open my eyes. Not yet. I was a bit scared with what I had just seen and felt. But I wasnt agitated. I just laid peacefully.. complete. And I realized this had just been the most real, powerful, overwhelming dream I had ever had..

And then I was ready..
.. And I opened my eyes.