Indoors, I’m sure I’m indoors. I can’t tell if its a house, or a church, or maybe a cave? It’s not too bright, not too dim.. there’s some light, but I don’t know where its coming from.. maybe natural sunlight, or a light bulb. The ceiling is high above my head, atleast 2 and a half stories. The walls could be stone or concrete, I can’t tell the difference.
There’s a wooden structure in front of me.. some kind of unfinished big wooden support. I’m curious about it, not sure why. I can’t tell what it’s for.. but I ask about it and get a silent response; something like: “It’s a stand.. for that thing on your left.” I’ll get back to the thing on my left, but before I do I should clarify something about this response. It was not a voice.. I couldn’t see anyone around me, nor could I hear anything.. I just seemed to get the answer in my head.
I look to my left, and resting on the wall there is a big mirror-like surface. I say mirror-like because it does look like a mirror.. and yet.. there’s something about it.. something missing. Everything tells me it’s a mirror, but there is no reflection on it. I can’t see anything from this room reflected on it’s surface. Instead, I see some shades of grey, nothing moving, and no specific shapes forming on it; just a still, non-reflective mirror.
I ask what this mirror is for, and again, I get the answer.. but this time, I see an image in my head. It’s as if i were being infused with information, exactly in the way I need it in order to understand it. I’m going to try to explain what I saw, this answer I got, and what i felt it meant, the best way I can.
In my head, and in a matter of seconds, I saw a man standing in front of this mirror, his life leaving his body, his body falling on the floor, and a few seconds later, his life coming back. To me, this meant, and felt it meant, the following: When you look into this mirror, your inner self travels from your body to someplace else (this place wasn’t shown to me), only to return unharmed (not necessarily unchanged).
After this was explained, I was ready to confront this mirror. As I walked towards it, not looking at it, I felt consciousness coming to my real body (as in, the body that lay in bed that night).. I felt my real self thinking “Ok, when I look into this mirror, my inner self will travel somewhere.. I will not be harmed.. I will see a silver cord that will guide me back..”
.. and yet, I felt scared.
I was now in front of the mirror.. still not looking at it. I was ready; it was now a matter of choice. And so I chose to look. And this is what happened:
I felt my whole body fill with energy. Exactly the same thing I felt here. But this time I “knew” what had to happen next. I felt the same implosion.. my breath leaving my body.. I even visualized an image of me coming out of me (which might have been me telling myself that this is what it should look like, or not..). But I was still scared.. so scared..
.. and so, I woke up.
Maybe I was not yet prepared.